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well, it could be worse....really...
Friday, June 27, 2008      0 comments

I need to do some research on the ice cream cone i had for lunch... didn't go to the gym today, but i did finish pounding in my dang tomato stakes, and showered.... have to still tie up the tomatoes, prolly tomorrow, that and weeding... ju... Read more
MY GOAL
Thursday, June 26, 2008      1 comments

is to hang on for dear life while i acclimate my self to him going back to his wife...i pushed him into resolving his marital issues, and I do love him...it's ok to feel, it's ok to cry...it is NOT ok to stuff the pain down with food...I am not ... Read more
Monday, monday...
Monday, June 23, 2008      0 comments

Got the blues.... foods good.... no exercise.... BUT not eating over the gloominess! yay@ that.... this too shall pass....... Read more
So, as for yesterday....
Sunday, June 22, 2008      0 comments

i am not even going to try and recreate my food intake- it was a bunch of cheese an veggies, some flour tortilla/ham/cream cheese thingys, pickles...one piece of yummy birthday cake, two sausage mcgriddles, and more veggies.... i think the flo... Read more
Early Tuesday Morning....
Tuesday, June 17, 2008      0 comments

Moods all better, cramps almost all better, food not too sucky for the hormonal chaos i have been ..."enjoying"....well, the food sucked, but not so much the calories....lol Anyway, back on track tomorrow...well, on "program" at least, such as... Read more
Thursday Tirade...
Thursday, June 12, 2008      0 comments

OMG I am still hormonal, bitchy, cranky, grumpy.... still on track calorie wise, though.... as for exercise, I'ma going to weed my garden in a minute...please let me stay out of the poison ivy... ALMOST 2AM Still angry, went over calorie... Read more
About to BLOW
Wednesday, June 11, 2008      0 comments

I am grumpy, I am irritable, and I am tire of putting up with taking care of someone who is hell bent on self-destruction. I did not exercise today because when I was going to, I ended up getting a work call for two hour, so ...lol I worked! My ... Read more
Tuesday
Wednesday, June 11, 2008      0 comments

Went to a seminar w/ M today and had lunch- overall healthy, but too carby, so on top of being sleepy due to lack of sleep, I was all carbed up...lol Stayed under on calories today, but got no exercise....I will tomorrow, though...not sure wha... Read more
Monday Night
Monday, June 09, 2008      0 comments

Well, here we are....doing moderately well....except for that chicken sandwich and mozzarella sticks from BK.... Swam a quarter mile...felt good....slow-ish, back stroke, but it's still effective...I still have...five hours awake and I am hung... Read more
The official start to the week...
Sunday, June 08, 2008      0 comments

3:55 pm Yes, I slept half my day away. I really need to do something about my work schedule. I much rather work say, 8p-3a. Seriously. I'm going to have to see about that, honestly. This level of anxiety/stress is ok, but I see it escalating i... Read more
Accountability to Self (final edit)
Saturday, June 07, 2008      0 comments

All righty then...I'm up, coffee started, already started with peach tea- water will follow. Oatmeal is cooking, and then after a bit I will go to the grocery store. I NEED to have healthy food here, and today is the day to do it, rather than r... Read more
Well, again, I start...
Friday, June 06, 2008      0 comments

Ok, so, in two years, my net weight loss is ...five pounds.... this sucks... It's not like I am going to do anything super drastic, but I am certainly going to go back to doing what works for me. That includes going to the gym, eating health... Read more
Putting Myself Out There
Friday, January 18, 2008      1 comments

Well, I made a Team here that is work-related, private, but I have sort of put myself in the position of being a cheerleader. I wonder if the self-imposed pressure will motivate me, or crush me? I can hope for the best, but being aware of the wo... Read more
Hate New Years Resolutiony Things
Tuesday, January 08, 2008      0 comments

Basically, this isn't about 2008, it is about my broken toe being healed, about my sleep pattern finally being switched up, and about me needing to kick myself in the ass a bit. So, Back up the scale I went, it's not pretty, but I also know it c... Read more
Fat Intake
Tuesday, August 21, 2007      0 comments

I think one of the reasons I get cravings is due to the fact that (except for today) i have an exceptionally low fat intake, and that makes me feel less satiated. Just a theory, I will experiment with adding oil to my smoothie in the AM, maybe a... Read more

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