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Fresh start
Sunday, July 26, 2015      1 comments

ok here we go again... after me whining on my last blog and just the way i have felt since falling off the wagon I am determined to start over.... fresh new start beginning tomorrow morning... I am so ready! I have done nothing but watch youtube... Read more
Feeling like a failure
Saturday, July 18, 2015      5 comments

Since March 15th, I had lost 30lbs..... but the last few weeks I have not tried as hard but didn't totally fall off the wagon.... I managed to gain like 4 lbs... may not seem like a lot but to me it is... well fast forward to this week I got bac... Read more
Frustrated and angry
Thursday, December 13, 2012      4 comments

I was in a wonderful mood up until about 10 minutes ago.... I don't know where it came from but out of the blue I was frustrated and the point of tears... My childhood popped into my head and all the emotions started going through my h... Read more
end of week 3
Monday, December 03, 2012      1 comments

This week wasn't so nice but I see where I went wrong and see my faults.... hoping this week I can lose the 4 i gained and maybe with any luck at least 1 more so I will be back on track... plus I need to add a little exercise into my diet.... bu... Read more
End of Week 2
Monday, November 26, 2012      2 comments

Even Thanksgiving couldn't hold me back this week.... which is really surprising.... I am down to 308.6 this week.... a total of 4.6 in 2 weeks... I know I can keep it up... Thanks for all the support!!... Read more
Week 1
Monday, November 19, 2012      2 comments

Today was weigh in day.... not completely happy but will take it... I am slowly trying to do this just as suggested... so for this week I lost a total of 2.2 lbs... and in reality I know this is a good number... but I guess in my head it should ... Read more
Crying inside with no one to help
Saturday, November 10, 2012      12 comments

I am scared and crying inside, well more like screaming... I know I have a problem.... I am at my heaviest ever... 313.6 and that's a lot for a 5'1 frame... and still gaining... I would have never thought I would get to this point... My clothes ... Read more