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Back to start, againagain
Tuesday, April 02, 2019      4 comments

More addicted to food than I can make myself be interested in tracking every calorie and every food item and every exercise minute. It works, when I can do it but I lose my focus and my will to be so obsessive about it. This past streak I track... Read more
Getting familiar with the rollercoaster.
Wednesday, February 27, 2019      0 comments

Fairly certain that we (sparkers especially) have all been there - or perhaps we wouldn't BE Sparkers. Struggling with our own particular rollercoasters and related goals. Whether we started from a fairly healthy starting point and wanted ... Read more
Friday, September 25, 2015      1 comments

I have been looking into several aspects of my life, lack of motivation, strong cravings, headaches, etc. and hypoglycemia keeps coming up. Great, another something to try to get control of when I feel like I have lost all control of myself. Sti... Read more
Really out of shape
Tuesday, May 12, 2015      1 comments

Having problems with shin cramps on week 3 of C25k. Going to stay on this week for a while, until I can do the 3 minute jog without having to pause for a minute, almost at the point of tears, and massage out my lower legs. I don't feel bad about... Read more
my turn
Tuesday, March 03, 2015      0 comments

you know you have become accustomed to pain when you finally get some relief from it and you are kind of shocked by how much pain you have dealt with over such a long period of time, I did the insanity workout about three years ago now. I "pu... Read more
Wednesday, February 25, 2015      4 comments

One of my biggest hurdles is my non-stop cravings. Even when I KNOW I am not hungry, I still have cravings. When I try to quiet my craving by giving it what it wants I immediately jump to another, then I end the day knowing once again I have way... Read more
dejected and still trying
Wednesday, February 11, 2015      0 comments

The scale hates me, tired from shoveling 6 foot plus of snow in two weeks. Still going to try to get on the bike at least once a week. Keep and set realistic and accomplishable goals. Beyond frustrated but trying to keep in mind all that it took... Read more
Tuesday, February 10, 2015      2 comments

Biked for an hour, eating half what I normally do, substituting water for soda, exercising at work, gained 3 pounds. I am freaking doomed. It is just impossible for me to lose weight. Not without starving myself. I can't keep up motivation when ... Read more
at a loss but not losing
Saturday, January 17, 2015      1 comments

I have realized I have some other goals (financial, emotional, etc.) That need to take precedent for me but tracking calories and when I meet my goal I either feel so hungry or I gain weight. How can I possibly gain weight eating 1300 cal or les... Read more
in for it now
Friday, December 26, 2014      1 comments

If you haven't noticed, I am fond of blogging. Bad news for you guys, I got a phone from this century for Christmas. Look forward to my more often complaining about life and my own shortcomings for all my efforts of getting into better shape and... Read more
the harm of "getting over it"
Tuesday, December 23, 2014      2 comments

fairly certain I have, hmm, "ranted" about the phrase "get over it" before but it seems just to keep cropping up... so, let the roller-coaster begin... fault, i grew up thinking that it was a positive thing for one to be considerate of oth... Read more
not what you thought
Thursday, December 11, 2014      1 comments

I think I had the basic concept even when I was fairly small that all those things that I believed in, there weren't all true. Santa, while amusing, was a representation of all the caring feelings that for some reason we bottle up til the end of... Read more
title to be imagined later
Wednesday, December 10, 2014      3 comments

I won't lie, I am not going to even try to make this short. Burning in a boonie-fire- I used to write. No, really, I used to WRITE. All the time. I had notebooks and notebooks of things. Conversations, overheard snippets while I was sitting h... Read more
running out of time and getting nowhere
Saturday, June 07, 2014      4 comments

so, my cousin is getting married in october, and back in december of last year i gave myself a weight loss goal that had me losing something like 3/4 of a pound a week.... totally doable right??? I had ten months to reach this goal and was go... Read more
Tuesday, May 13, 2014      2 comments

I put hungry in quotations because I KNOW that the reality of it is that this, being my one day off a week, is the day where the rest of my weeks worth of TIRED catches up with me. I am glad I got in two GOOD workouts plus some lawn mowing ti... Read more

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