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Maybe it's just 4th grade...and the gap is wider.
Friday, October 28, 2011      9 comments

Maybe my I sat there doing planning tonight and thinking, *$&% it, I'll just eat until I that teaching my autistic son 4th grade is just so hard. It's really showing the gap between where he is and where "typical" grade 4 k... Read more
What happened last night?!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011      7 comments

I was so ecstatic yesterday DAY about having a binge free day and then...FuBoom! What happened? I wish I could figure it out. I really don't know why I ate nearly an entire block of cheese. Why I opened a box of crackers that has been in the pan... Read more
being a grown-up
Monday, October 24, 2011      7 comments

With my kid sick today I have a few minutes to Spark and hope it will re-spark my life. I think I have been hiding from life's little pressures. I was shredding some old checks today --from the 1980s when my life was truly hell with my fir... Read more
busy busy busy
Thursday, September 29, 2011      3 comments

so I'm staying away from the boards b/c I don't have time, I'm not really writing much to anyone b/c I don't have time, and I'm still not getting all my stuff done! And I miss you guys!! Buuut, I can post a short blog to say that I'm still ... Read more
Sometimes the bad stuff brings good stuff.
Monday, September 26, 2011      6 comments

In trying to appreciate the now, learning to live today, and recognize what is good around me, I decided to blog about what's been running through my reframes. Frame - my son has Autism and so much of my time is spent with therapy Reframe... Read more
bracing myself
Saturday, September 17, 2011      7 comments

typing w/a handbrace is hard went to urgent care today b/c dh was concerned my hand probs that are now traveling up my arm are something more serious urgent care doesn't seem to think it's serious enough to let me even see a real doc, ... Read more
Life's Little Adversities
Wednesday, September 14, 2011      4 comments

I don't handle them well at all. I am just having struggle after struggle with little stuff. Attempted HIPAA violations, trouble getting my son's speech therapy claims paid, trouble getting email set up on my new phone, trouble getting my task l... Read more
I can face reality...and walk forward.
Sunday, September 11, 2011      7 comments

Today I decided to own what my binges have done to me over the past few weeks. I have gained 5lb. Just on binges. And on the not exercising that goes with it (and with being a little sick). I have been wallowing in what I saw as failure. I... Read more
Interesting Week
Saturday, September 03, 2011      4 comments

I think I've just gotten the feeling you get when the roller coaster has finished climbing the hill - a little swept away out of control zooming down the slope which should feel easy but really makes you want to grab on and hold on and shriek in... Read more
Wednesday, August 31, 2011      2 comments

I'm not going to load up on too many goal for Sept b/c I had a weird August. But I think August was mainly an eat-for-tainment month at the end. So, when I have family in town, how do I not eat-for-tainment? At night when alone, I'd feel all exc... Read more
Maybe I just need to start each day swingin'
Friday, August 26, 2011      4 comments

And by that I mean boxing. All the stressed from the past week seemed to melt away as I pulled on the gloves. Of course it helped that I knew that today my dh was taking MIL out for the day. But before they left, things got really hairy. H... Read more
A few reasons I haven't binged
Thursday, August 25, 2011      6 comments

during my MIL's stay: my stomach HURTS - all the stress, all the bickering, yes, but it mainly hurts because I have to take such deep breaths and force my voice out so hard so I can be heard - it's like singing a 10 day aria by the time she le... Read more
Oh MY Maybe I won't survive, but I will be a binge free non-survivor dammit
Wednesday, August 24, 2011      5 comments

yeah, so things just get more and more tense I'm ready to run screaming thru the plate glass window. No, not literally, just in my head. Arrrrrgh. But I. Will. Not. Binge Update: I did not binge. I didn't even overeat. I can't po... Read more
I WILL survive
Tuesday, August 23, 2011      5 comments

Despite all of the negativity in my house, and despite my usual catastrophe predictions, I will survive tonight without a binge. I will probably eat too many calories at dinner out, but that's not a binge and I don't want to control every aspect... Read more
Fear and Loathing in my kitchen
Friday, August 19, 2011      2 comments

Okey dokey. Right. On my long binge free streak, I found confidence and strength, it kept building. And now, I have fear in place of my confidence. The pantry even smells a little of fear. The fridge, too. I am finding myself shrinking away from... Read more

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