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Trying to Love Myself IN SPITE of my Weakness
Thursday, June 16, 2011      1 comments

So, I fell off the wagon last Friday and I haven't been able to get back on. I had to spend a little extra money on photgraphy for my sons portfolio. Not alot, but it was my skinny food money for about 2 weeks. I figured I would be fine and woul... Read more
Good days and Bad days
Wednesday, June 08, 2011      1 comments

Today is a bad day. I'm not doing bad with the eating, but I am soooo looooowww on energy. This foot is really keeping me down. One more week and I hope to be in a shoe again. Hope the doctor wasnt lying! Funny thing is.. the previous days I fel... Read more
Day 5 on Spark track
Tuesday, June 07, 2011      2 comments

So today is day 5 that I have been staying on my Spark track. I have been under or within my goals each day..only going over in protein which, hey it could be soooo much worse. 5 days that I have not binged, not eaten gobs of sugar and chocolate... Read more
Could this be a trend?
Monday, June 06, 2011      0 comments

Well today is day 4 of hopefully staying within my goals of eating. So far, so good. I have to say I am more proud of myself than I have been in years. Even when I have "done well" dieting in the past, I was never concerned with the health issue... Read more
High on Life
Sunday, June 05, 2011      0 comments

I'm feeling pretty awesome. After I actually did TOO well at watching what I put in my mouth yesterday, and doing very well the day before; I finally feel good about what I am eating. I am tempted, but after doing so well..I need to keep up the ... Read more
Saturday, June 04, 2011      4 comments

HOLY TOLEDO! I'm starting to think I might be a mental case. I mean I know I have real issues as most people do. Esp when you have eating disorders...but two days ago.. I was in diet hell. Today I have eaten so well today I AM STILL UNDER ... Read more
Saturday, June 04, 2011      1 comments

Today has started out (stressful) but very positive. My son had a great casting call and got alot of interest from the casting agents. His cold read was SPOT on and his posture and overall composure was excellent. I think it may not work for the... Read more
DIS-gusted without a happy medium
Friday, June 03, 2011      3 comments

I am so mad at myself! I had an important doctors appointment early this morning and of course I missed it!. I set the alarm in the afternoon, to make sure I wouldn't forget. Well I evidently already had it set and SHUT IT OFF when I thought I w... Read more
Where did the wagon go?!
Friday, May 27, 2011      5 comments

Fell way way off the wagon! Boy depression really takes a toll. I lost my job (thanks to coworkers and stress pushing my health down the drain) and have been unemployed since fall. Since then I have regained and relost the same 10 pounds about 1... Read more