Losing my best friend
Saturday, February 09, 2008
I'm just getting back to feeling pretty stable after Christmas break derailed my plan. I'm journaling my food intake today for the first time in a couple of months. I'm very depressed that I gained some weight, but I am still at a net loss from when I started, so that is good.
I'm just feeling overwhelmingly sad today. It feels like giving up uncontrolled eating is giving up my best friend. I just really enjoy the taste and feel of food. I figure it's like the 5 stages of grief - I just have to go through the mourning period to get to the other side. That sounds easy, but it still feels really hard.