I was a crowd puller in China.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
I have been missing for a long time, a very long time. I have no excuse. strike that. I have a litany of worthless excuses.
I am back. I am determined. I believe.
I believe in ME, SP, and in God, who makes it all possible.
I was in China in January. I had to go to a very small town in Guangdong province called Shantao.
I was a spectacle. apparently they had never seen a 5ft 2ins tall woman who weighed 259lbs.
Every where I went, they all stared. Some pointed. People turned to stare in the street, in the hotel lobby, at crowded supermarkets. They rushed out to doorways to stare.
I was there for 6days.
Next year, when I go back. Guess what, I know without a doubt there will be no reason for anybody to stare at me.
I was not sad about it, cause a I know what I need to do.
Thank God for SP, I can and I will lose the weight.