Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Temptation, when you want to do something you know you shouldn't do. Ever feel like everyday is a struggle with your mind to do the right thing as far as eating goes? I feel that way. Everyday I struggle with myself to eat the right things and stay on top of it. As some of us may know it's doggone hard to stay on top of losing the weight. Being a stay at home mother doesn't make things any easier. I get bored being home by myself. The boredom takes over and I begin to eat like a mad woman. It's my dilemma. I wonder if I'll ever get over this mountain. Lord knows I try. I get out of bed trying everyday. I've been doing quite well but I fall sometimes and I beat myself up big time. I just want to see this through for once in my life. I really do. I don't want to give up this time. I have to realize that this journey is nothing short of a miracle. I have to fight for what I want. I have to fight with every tooth and nail I've got. I can't give up. I refuse to give up. I know that the road is a long one but I can't let that get me down. I will not let it get me down. Don't let it get you down either. Put all you've got into this because in the end you'll thank yourself and your body will thank you. We all have to start some where. That's easy. How about finishing?? Let's see this through the finish line people. Whatever it takes.