here we go again
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
My new yrs resolution was to get skiny, so far I have lost 5 lbs which puts me back at 190 had gotten down to 184, then went up to 195. I am so tired of doing this getting down and then going up. I would love to stay on it and loose all of it, motivation just isnt there husband is overseas every other month oldest son is autistic and never know what the day might bring and still having to pay attention to the other 2 kids. Have to stay up past midnight just to have time for myself. Alot of people have told me "Oh just get up an hr earlier and exercise " kids already get me up at 5:30 and I stay up and exercise (around 10 after cleaning house after kids have finally went to sleep) Then its about 11 or 11:30, time difference its 830am where hubby is only way to talk is on internet at that time. So I stay up and talk to him. I'm find myself asking if I should have made the resolution to finally grow that 3rd arm. Anyway enough of my complaining, I have started belly dancing again (havent in about 3 yrs ) let me tell you it doesnt look good just yet but hopefully by summer it will look better. Feb. 16th is our 6th anniversary he is talking about taking me to Mexico I want to look the best I can. As long as I don't go down another bra size I will be alright now if its an underwear size then i will be happy haha.