Friday, November 30, 2007
Well the past couple weeks have been hell on me but I have not giving into the temptation of gorging on food and sweets. I have not gained or loss any weight since my week of being immobile due to knee problems.
I got my shot on Weds in both knees and the dr has told me to only do what I can and to stop if I ever feel pain. So I had been in bed since Thanksgiving day. I went out and tried to do a little things but on Saturday, my left knee said..NO MORE and I was in the bed until I had to purchase a cane to assist me in walking to get to work on Monday.
Well, had my first swim session with the PT and I think it went well. It had been a while since I had been in water above my knees due to not having an appropriate suit. Have to send back the old suit bc the zipper broke but I have been sent another one of a bigger size so it will be here on Tuesday.
The marriage situation isn't going all that well. He had been having this "phone affair" for more than 1.5 yrs and it really hurts as I have been continuously trying to work on this marriage, apparently alone. He has pleaded with me to stay and try to work things out but isn't that what we have been doing these 10yrs. I just can't waist my time on someone who is set in their ways so much so not to have respect for women. It is going to be really hard emotionally and financially but I know God will help me through this.
I only have 2 kids at home now and will just have to cut back on some luxury items such as Cable and Internet but the rest should work out when I remove him from my car and health insurance. He has to learn to LIVE on his own finally. Do you know this man told me that he has always known that women had his back. So he could do what he wanted with his money and knew that we would cover the slack. WTF is he thinking. Even if this is true, you don't tell someone this who you have just been busted for cheating. This man has lost his ever loving mind. I am a STRONG woman and don't need to take this crap anymore.
Now he is searching for a new place to live and he knows that he can't really afford it but thats not my fault. You made your bed now LIE IN IT B i a t ch.