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She was with me

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Today I could feel God with me. This is a sensation that I had been longing for since starting my 12 step work 2+ years ago and inexplicably she was with me today. this morning right in the center of my chest, right beside me. This was difficult for my addicted brain to understand because of couse I'm STILL not perfect, I'm human, I'm a mess at times, I still struggle with finishing my step work, struggle with my food plan, and with money. What the 12 steps has done for me is to help me to learn that there is grace in simply being human, and to understand that she's there even when I DON't feel her. the food went well today. It is so nice not to feel bloated... and to feel free from obsessing over what I put in my mouth.
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