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Sunday, November 04, 2007

Wow, less than 24 hours into this and im already at a conflict point....but also kinda proud of myself. My pledge to myself last night when I started this was that today was going to be a cleaning day.... not only cleaning out of thoughts and attitudes, but a cleaning out of the kitchen. Been working on that for the past 2 hours... throwing out temptations, half empty boxes of chips, a bag of cookies, the carton of sour cream and a package of cream cheese, not to mention a tub of ben and jerrys (that hurt)... was tough but momentum kept it fairly bloodless....till I came across a small tub of gourmet fudge that I bought just yesterday at the Fall Festival. A) it cost me a great deal of money, at least for a lil tiny tub of fudge, at least on my budget, and I've thrown away about $100 of food today already, and B) im a chocolholic, and this fudge is to DIE for..... and almost without thought, certainly without intent....the lid was off, the sweet decadent rich scent of chocolate wrapping it's siren's call through my senses...and one piece was popped into my mouth...BUT...despite the first rush of that delicacy melting on my tongue... I turned and spit it into the garbage...and dumped the rest of the pieces in, smooshing it all down into the icky mess I'd swept up from the porch and kitchen floor earlier just for good measure. sighhh........ i weep for you , chocolate....but we can no longer be lovers *GRIN*
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