Monday, September 10, 2007
I'm having one of those days that I just don't believe in myself and feel so much pressure to succeed. Everyone has such high expectations of me. Some of them are more excited about my weight loss than I am some times. Other times I'm constantly reminded by someone that me being overweight is unacceptable.
I'm embarrassed of myself most of the time and don't want people to look at me. I feel like no matter how hard I try I won't ever reach my ultimate goal.
Maybe I'm just stressed about other things and feeling pressure and causing myself to feel even more down. Sigh.