Mom is Heaven's Angel
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Gosh, I meant to do this the other day but life gets busy and sometimes it is a good distraction.
It was 5 months my mom has been gone and sometimes it is so hard to think about it.
We are getting ready to go to WDW (Walt Disney World) in about 9 days and the only reason we are getting to go as Mom left us some money after all the expenses were paid.
I am anxious and excited but yet so sad, if that makes sense.
I haven't gone on a vacation in the past 8 yrs nor did we have a honey moon since we moved from one state to another soon after getting married almost 8 yrs ago. So with that I am excited and to see my little DD's face light up will be so awesome, but yet the saddness lingers wishing my mom could be there or for us to send her a post card or something.
The holidays will be here before I know it and I am looking for the perfect ornament, maybe an Angel, I am not sure... I guess I will know when I see it.
I think often that I am fine and I am handling it, (losing my mom) but some days are harder than others I really miss her and I guess being 500 miles away doesn't help either. Her stone got recently laid and I wanted so much to go home to see it... I hope to do that in October at some point to see it after we get back from WDW.
I guess too it is just one of those things in life one must go through on life's journey, losing a parent must be one of the hardest things to go through besides losing a child and or a spouse.
They are the closest to us and that is why it makes it so had I suppose.