Let it go....

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I have this ongoing battle about work. I feel SO blessed and lucky that I have my job, and I can work at home now. I can't imagine WHERE I would be if I had lost my job after the accident. There is my evil twin though, reminding me I am "out of sight, out of mind" . The company is growing so fast and there are so many new people, I have to constantly follow up on things, or repeatedly request information that used to just come to me. Now, I seem to get either NO info, or BAD info and then I have to backtrack on work I've done. ARRRGH. When I was in the building, I was an "in your face" type of person. I would confront any issue head on and get it resolved as quickly as possible. NOW? I fantasize about winning the lottery daily. Not because I hate WORKING per se, I just am so burned out. I know I can't replace my $$ in any other job and have things so tailored to my lifestyle so I guess I should just kick myself in the ass and get over it. This just seems to be an ongoing issue with me and I wish I could have a more positive perspective ALL the time. I'm writing this blog to avoid making a phone call that will create a negative chain of events........I just need ot ride this one out.
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