119.6 -- i don't think so

ok, i've officially seen my worst weight since my maintenance started in March 2006. this is BAD. i will be turning 38 in 11 days and this is NOT how i want to approach my 40s. i need to stop letting everything around me affect my mind and body. i need to start getting up every morning and just take that walk that i used to enjoy so much. i need to believe that the time i take for myself WILL have a positive affect on me and i WILL see changes. i have no excuses, i've just been plain lazy. done with that now. time to make improvements, and offer every little thing up to God, since i don't seem to be able to convince myself that i'm worth it.