Wednesday, June 09, 2021
I'm really, really bad with change. Like, don't move the figurines in my house by an inch or I can't handle it. Last minute change of plans? Here comes an anxiety attack. Yeah, it's bad.
I've relied on SparkPeople for so long that I'm not sure if I can move on to something different. Gahhhhh.... it won't be easy at all.
Am I understanding correctly that there won't be the community aspect that there is here? If that's true, it's a shame because although I rarely post, I benefit greatly when I see other's posts and can cheer them on or encourage them. It puts me in a more positive mindset.
Ugghh. I'm sad & anxious & frustrated. This comes at a bad time for me, as I just started back and am trying desperately to lose weight I gained while off of my antidepressant (being off of it led to the return of my binge eating). I'm back on meds, feeling motivated. I need the structure that SP gives, and the encouragement of the community. I guess I'll just hang around here til I can't sign in anymore.
I'll deal with trying to join the new site & app a different week............. Maybe.