Thursday, April 22, 2021
Tuesday night my very best dogo suddenly collapsed and was unable to be saved.
He ran into the house from going potty, hopped up to his normal spot, wobble a touch, snuggled and then moaned and stopped breathing. It was the most devastating thing I have ever faced.
I have lost parents and other pets, but always to old age and time was time. This was completely out of the blue and i am just not handling it well. It'll getting better, and we do have the other pup, Paco, but he's not my shadow or little spoon. He is doing his best to take his brother's spot, sitting next to me on the couch and spending most of the day with me in my office.
Just had the hard task of "limiting" all of our auto purchases of dog food, dog treats and dog hemp snacks down to just the 1 little mouth to feed. Ooofa.
Trying to stay strong and not make excuses to over eat.