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Monday, April 19, 2021

I am seriously kicking myself. I've been eating unhealthfully and too much for two solid weeks, culminating in a girlfriend sesh last night during which I let 'er rip and just ate it all, knowing that was the last day of insanity. THE END.

That and some unhealthy mental stuff going on... It's time to step away, clear the mental fog, refresh my positive attitude, STOP some negative behaviors, be honest with people when their words hurt. I gotta rethink some relationships. ALL of this makes me want to retreat. Seriously. If all of these people are getting on my every last nerve, it's not about them. It's moi. What to do? What to do?? Escape!

Luckily my meditation guide extraordinaire has a session today, and I WILL JOIN HER. I haven't been able to -- haven't chosen to -- join her for weeks, months. Definitely overdue.

Maybe a return to journaling and/or blogging would be helpful too. Y'all are a great source of inspiration and camaraderie!

Have a great Monday! See you soon!

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    I have had to distance myself from several toxic people in the last year. All of them had a horrible negative effect on me. I was constantly being verbally attacked until, out of self preservation, I cut them out of my life. I was upset at having to do this but being around them was even worse. I don’t even know if one person has even noticed that I disappeared. I cried for over a week and then one day I woke up and noticed that a large amount of negative pressure in my life had disappeared. I knew that I had done the right thing.
    65 days ago
    Oh I find in stressed out time that journaling definitely helps. It lets me sort out my ideas and feelings.

    Wishing you luck. HUGS and peace.
    65 days ago
    OK, time to get it together! emoticon
    You got this!!!
    65 days ago
    Our mind set is so important. Just keep moving forward. Take care of you. emoticon
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