January 20th thoughts
Wednesday, January 20, 2021
Today was worse than I thought it would be as far as emotions go. Today we cleared out my late brother's house and while my son was gone I broke down especially on the spot where my brother died. It all came flooding back. I let the tears flow and thanked him for great times and memories. It's so hard losing a younger brother 💔
Goodbye to those times and on to the new times and new memories. I'll miss them.
On Friday,, After the closing signing, I have several other things to take care of. Tying up loose ends here with the bank, and utilities companies.
I'm so tired and hurting tonight. I came back to the hotel and crashed out to relieve pressure on my back and legs. Silly me wore new shoes. My feet are still throbbing but my son reworked the shoe laces for my high arch and bone spurs and they feel much better.
Tomorrow is a free day so far. We had to get the stuff out with no help. Goodwill refused the stuff because my brother's furniture wasn't up to their standards. So it was extremely stressful. The rest is in the back of the car. Will be a fun ride through the mountains with 2 sets each of barbells and dumbbells. Plus other stuff. I know where I'm donating some of those items in the car because I've got other stuff at home going to them.
I had been going through my cabinets and downsizing. I have 2 boxes of stuff ready to donate at home.
We will get put at some point tomorrow to get food and maybe more things. The snow on the highest peaks was beautiful while we were out today. No mountains because they are getting snow in the morning and we'll get snow then rain down in the lower elevations which to me is higher than where we live.
I'm on the list for the civid vaccinations starting supposedly in February. I will be glad to get it done.