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Focusing on the things in my control...

Wednesday, September 16, 2020

What a roller coaster ride today is going to be. Excited for hubby's birthday week culmination (need to try and sneak in making that cake... sure wish he'd run some errands, already!). His present is going to be BOMB!!!! So dang excited.

On the other end of the spectrum, if these 2nd buyers walk I'm going to have to do some serious self-therapizing (my new word again emoticon) because I can't control some things. I'm definitely hating the process of selling my old home, though. I think that deep down I always knew it was going to take a boat-load of effort and my strongest self to do this which is why I really, really, really had to wait for the right time to do it (or should I say, TRY to do it!). This could honestly go on for months. I need to remind myself that I don't have control over that. Poor Maura is in just as tough a situation. It sure feels like I'm the one trying to get the loan (and with zero good credit, to boot!) instead of the other way round. And I have to not get depressed and have that "why is the universe out to get me?" feeling. Need to instead focus on the mantra that it will sell when it's supposed to sell and it will find its way to the right buyer eventually. In the meantime, I just need to take it one day at a time, one task at a time, one decision at a time. Sigh....

DEEP BREATH... Focus on the things I can control. Focus on Matthew's birthday!

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