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Here we go again...

Tuesday, August 25, 2020

As is normal in current America, my weight has a tendency to go up and down. Why is that you ask? Well, if you really must know, America has a way of coming up with all these tips and tricks to help you shed the weight for nay big occasion: A cruise i went on with my family and a couple friends (i made a bet that i would wear a bikini: and i won), when I first started dating this awesome guy who later became my husband, which then follows the months prior to the wedding to fit into my wedding dress because yes i did get a few sizes smaller than where i was at the time. I gotta say, I am great under pressure. I have the motivation and desire and clear end goal in mind to lose the weight and I honestly get into these life style changes that I feel as if I could do forever and ever. SO what happens is this: I get down to a weight that is not exactly my end goal but i feel really comfortable and good about and think that side of french fries is alright: I've earned it. I can have a donut, just one won't hurt me: I've earned it. It's friday night out and that frozen mango margarita looks soon good!: I've earned it. I think that phrase is what has really done it for me. I know in my head that one little donut, or drink, or even a side of fries won't hurt me, but it almost feels like an addiction where if i step over the line even a toe I just fall right over. So what am I suppose to do? go my whole life without another donut for fear of a relapse. A world without donuts just seems to sad and depressing. Which, speaking of, The quarantine with Covid, definitely took a hit on my will power, motivation, weight ugh. I actually gained like 30 pounds. So I guess now i'm just trying to find my way back to some normalcy. I know the key to weight loss. It's actually very simple: you eat well, you exercise, you build a routine and let that routine carry you. Its just so hard to get started when i always feel so tired. Let's face, 2020 has not been a good year so far, so maybe i'll make my new end goal be 2021. I just want to look and feel great because right now, I don't fit either of those criteria. Alrighty, ranting done.
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  • GREENEMERALDGRL
    Keep at it
    57 days ago
  • IBHOOKD
    I feel you agony and wish you the best in reaching your goals. We got your Six!
    57 days ago
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