Can only take care of ourselves
Monday, August 03, 2020
. No matter how much we love or try do for someone else they have to accept it. We Can run ourselves empty, drained, deflated as it’s not our place to fix someone since we are not powerful to even begin. When my 37 year old son would belittle me to tears and then say “now you know how I feel” It is a very lonely, hurtful, hopeless feeling. I can only pray and let go. I mentally am trying to be prepared for the next conversation and which kind it will be. No he’s not moving back in, no we’re not giving him money, no we’re not going to store all of his stuff anymore, and no I’m not going to blame myself if he does take his own life because I did everything I could have done and he rejected it. I am thankful for SparkPeople as I can’t share this with family, we have no friends, and this is another one of those hard situations I can’t avoid but have to walk through.