16 days in
Friday, July 24, 2020
16 days in and I have to be honest - I still feel like the proof of the pudding will have to be in the eating. It sounds harsh but I have been here before so many times that it is hard to believe that this time will be any different. The only thing that gives me hope is that I have never stuck with anything for an entire year before. So in spite of myself, I am hopeful :) The best part is that all I have to do is show up today and do my part today. I am not looking at the 20 roller coaster years behind me or even the long stretch ahead of me. All I have to do is show up for me today. And I did. I will have to learn to be content with that. One day, maybe the point will be that I showed up and hopefully I will keep showing up.