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16 days in

Friday, July 24, 2020

16 days in and I have to be honest - I still feel like the proof of the pudding will have to be in the eating. It sounds harsh but I have been here before so many times that it is hard to believe that this time will be any different. The only thing that gives me hope is that I have never stuck with anything for an entire year before. So in spite of myself, I am hopeful :) The best part is that all I have to do is show up today and do my part today. I am not looking at the 20 roller coaster years behind me or even the long stretch ahead of me. All I have to do is show up for me today. And I did. I will have to learn to be content with that. One day, maybe the point will be that I showed up and hopefully I will keep showing up.
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    I can relate. Congrats on being 16 days in. Every day you show up, is another NSV because this journey is tough. Stay the course.
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    217 days ago
    Oh Iā€™m the same but this is a new day and we did show up! Good for us, baby steps. šŸ‘šŸ»
    217 days ago
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