Change is coming
Thursday, July 09, 2020
. Our living conditions as we are moving my sons belongings. It’s as if I was going around with an empty cup looking around of what might fill it. I would hold it tight, I would catch a few drops now and then, and would continue to press on with determination but not stopping long enough to fill it. There is no kind of empty like this empty. To be totally depleted, defeated and feel so alone. But the best part is I’m not alone and it’s a matter of will. I am not going to allow food to fill my cup, or negatively, or our current circumstances. Now that my cup is totally empty means I can choose -me- not others - what I choose to fill it with. SparkPeople encouraging, supportive friends. Visually seeing every room in our house being transformed into our home. Heartache, disappointment, rejection is part of life but it doesn’t define me. I forgive, move forward, and grab a new cup leaving the one I’ve been carrying behind me.