I'm a Mess
Tuesday, July 07, 2020
Today has not been a good day. For some reason I've been very anxious and emotional. Crying, shaking -- a nervous wreck. I was even sick to my stomach. I honestly don't know what was going on. I was still able to do my 30 minute workout this morning. I've eaten within all my ranges - even though I could have eaten more protein.
I took a short nap and had something to eat. And now I feel better. Weird I know. Could have been hormones. Could have been my blood sugar or it could have been the fact that my husband drives me NUTS! J/K
I'm still trying to decide whether or not to return to teaching next year. It might have something to do with that too. I'm just tired of all the uncertainty. So here I sit, still trying to decide if I'm ready to retire from teaching. If I do I'm going to concentrate on homesteading. I'll be raising chickens, gardening, canning, baking all that good stuff. If I go back to teaching my schedule will be so short for the week that I'm not sure it would be worth it. It will take a little more thinking but I'm leaning towards not going back. After all that rambling -- I'll keep you posted!