Hard Week Mentally😥
Monday, July 06, 2020
It's been a rollar coaster. I feel SO alone in this putrid ASSHOLE state of NC. Southern hospitality my fat ASS!
I utterly despise the people here. It's why i walk inside my house then around my campsite. I smile..i wave and say hello but all they do is make faces or stare like I'm a three headed freak or give an amused smirk.
Im on that time of month so that doesn't help. I have one single good friend but im scared to get too close because in a nutshell...
People = PAIN.
I didn't work out for 2 days straight. I walked a mile today and lifted my 2 pound free weights plus added a rep of a new arm toning move. I'm glad of that at least.
I hate being such an angry person but ot does NO FREAKING GOOD to be nice around here. The men won't even hold the door open for you if ypu aren't BLONDE!!#😡
I miss my happy positive blogs. Im sad and discouraged cause even if i ever lose the weight im still so so UGLY.
Some things aren't fair.