Too much good stuff
Monday, June 01, 2020
Well, today I stuck mostly to eating good stuff (salads and meat) but just too much of it. Then family dinner came and it was Taco Bell so I did not have a lot of choice, so just had a crunchy taco and did not make a fuss so Catherine would not get mad. I feel okay about today. I've been feeling a little low the last couple days. Just old and thinking how life has gone by for me, the many roads that I could have taken and didn't, friends that are gone, that kind of thing. The weirdest thing is how I have really vague memories of a couple old ladies that were really good to me when I was about 5 or 6. Now I am that old lady having daily interactions with a 6 and 7 year old and I wonder if they will remember me at all when they grow up. The circle of life.
At least I am sticking to trying to eat healthy and exercise. I am not worrying about my weight loss right now. Just the daily grind of not binging and eating from all the crap food (cookies and candy) that is stockpiled in this house is kind of getting to me.