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Second no for bariatric surgery in 5 years

Friday, May 08, 2020

RIght now at this moment I am screaming silently on the inside because as of yesterday I had the door slammed in my face for bariatric surgery again and I feel like I can't seem to win at this point. I feel so empty on the inside because I was so hoping I would get the surgery and now I am back at square one once again. I just don't feel like doing it again however she thinks I can do it again. However my heart is broken on the inside from this and my spirit to do this again is just not in it anymore right now for the time being. I know however I may need time to mend emotionally and mentally in order to prepare myself and do it again. I just can not do it again but I also know that I must press on.
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    Sorry for your disappointing news. I pray that you have the strength to move forward whatever your path may be.
    93 days ago
    Oh Jenny I am so sorry for that news. Take it to the Lord as he will give you the strength you need at this moment. Please try not to go to food over this - prove to them and others that you can start with eating healthy and getting some of the weight off and when you are ready reapply - but do what you can so that you can stand strong in front of them showing just how strong you are - you can do it I know you can I believe in you
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    93 days ago
    I'm so sorry for your news - I've been there. I'm not sure why you were turned down for surgery, but hope you find a path forward that works for you.
    94 days ago
    HUGS and so very sorry to hear your news. So sorry.
    94 days ago
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