Second no for bariatric surgery in 5 years
Friday, May 08, 2020
RIght now at this moment I am screaming silently on the inside because as of yesterday I had the door slammed in my face for bariatric surgery again and I feel like I can't seem to win at this point. I feel so empty on the inside because I was so hoping I would get the surgery and now I am back at square one once again. I just don't feel like doing it again however she thinks I can do it again. However my heart is broken on the inside from this and my spirit to do this again is just not in it anymore right now for the time being. I know however I may need time to mend emotionally and mentally in order to prepare myself and do it again. I just can not do it again but I also know that I must press on.