Thursday, May 07, 2020
My husband has decided to join me on this journey. It has helped alot having him along side me. The last few days have been pretty good. I have stayed within my calories. Right now I am struggling. I shouldn't be as I had a high protein breakfast. I am going to write this and drink water and hopefully I can get my mind off of it. I am so scared that I will do well and once again as always lose my footing and totally binge and give up. Its hard not to look back when I lost 35 pounds and put it all back on. One day I can write this and be so into it and the next day I can be just blow it off. I am hoping to read and submerge myself into this so I can stay on track.