When was it all my Responsibility?
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Besides my child, when was it all my responsibility to take it all on? I fathom the fact that a man can come home after a hard days work and feel his life is complete. I work just as hard as him at two home businesses, homeschool my daughter (not successfully) by CHOICE and take care of the home. I can't seem to move past have a clean home and then starting my life. Now, my husband is having back issues at the moment (on a medical plan and visits) so I do empathize with that. However, he has been ill 16 years out of our 18 year marriage. I don't want to complain but I am tired. I feel like I have given up so much of who I am for a clean house. If I didn't take on this responsibility, our house would look like an episode of "Hoarders". I am trying to teach my daughter at 10 years of age (I am 50) to clean up after herself. Now, compound that with the weight issue. I think if I can just take small steps because when you want to walk away from it all and start anew.....it is telling you something.