Monday, February 17, 2020
Hi! So I have been off the bus for a bit. This month is a rough one. The 12th was my first year out from my PE and I freaked out about it. In 9 days, it will be one year since I last had a cigarette. Also, there was V-day (I made hubby heart-shaped pasta and a cherry pie and he got me a beautiful plant). I am struggling with my food addiction right now and I am trying to restart today but it has been hard. I just want all the terrible food and to just gorge myself on it. I need to stop. I am technically the smallest I have been in the last 10 years if not longer. I am having a lot of issues with this right now as I don't want to fail but I just want food more. Ugh! Well, I have to go to my meeting. I hope everyone is having a great day and I am going to try and get back on here daily again!