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Day 332

Monday, February 17, 2020

Hi! So I have been off the bus for a bit. This month is a rough one. The 12th was my first year out from my PE and I freaked out about it. In 9 days, it will be one year since I last had a cigarette. Also, there was V-day (I made hubby heart-shaped pasta and a cherry pie and he got me a beautiful plant). I am struggling with my food addiction right now and I am trying to restart today but it has been hard. I just want all the terrible food and to just gorge myself on it. I need to stop. I am technically the smallest I have been in the last 10 years if not longer. I am having a lot of issues with this right now as I don't want to fail but I just want food more. Ugh! Well, I have to go to my meeting. I hope everyone is having a great day and I am going to try and get back on here daily again!
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    Those are 2 big milestones and it is OK to freak out.
    You are so much healthier than you were a year ago. Look how far you hike with emoticon .
    All our journeys have ups and down. Hang in there and breathe.
    This will pass and you will be back on track in no time.

    479 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/19/2020 1:24:26 PM
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    I totally understand as I am having some of the same struggles. And I don't have the progress you have to help me resist.

    480 days ago
    Sweet Valentine's Day ideas. Next time just make a cherry tart. emoticon
    480 days ago
    480 days ago
    Have you considered Overeaters Anon. I listen to podcasts and attended OA for a couple months in Palm Springs. It was because of OE I stopped eating any type of crackers of chips. I stopped jan. 1st 2016. It may not have helped me lose weight, but certainly kept me from gaining more than I did.


    I wish you all the best!
    481 days ago
    Slow down , take a breath , and look at all your NON SCALE VICTORIES !!!! Track the food no matter what ! You can do it , you are doing it . I am not being trite , part of the road to weight loss is dealing with these issues as they come up . Some take longer to process than others . Be encouraged today ! emoticon
    481 days ago
    I feel your pain. I wish I had some great advice, but I'm still trying to figure out how to get through these hard times. Just don't stop trying. Eventually it will click.
    481 days ago
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