It is hard to have a heart
Thursday, January 09, 2020
I’m taking jesse’s quote of the day and venting. My son and his fiancé walked into our house and the Ora they brought was filling the room. She was released from the hospital to follow up with a surgeon today to schedule her surgery. Her husband beat her up two years ago and tore the lining in her abdomen which they thought would heal over time two years ago. He spent his time in jail, divorced and met my son last year. It appears it never healed and has had internal bleeding and from 1 centimeter to now 3. Her level is a 10 and at 8 needs a blood transfusion. Those reading my blogs knows I’m fasting and praying for the unexpected and the unusual and again recieved both. I now know my son is capable of loving but his anger and wanting revenge also makes me aware he could have violent tendencies himself as he wants to beat up her x and having living that himself has witnessed his father many times.