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It is hard to have a heart

Thursday, January 09, 2020

I’m taking jesse’s quote of the day and venting. My son and his fiancé walked into our house and the Ora they brought was filling the room. She was released from the hospital to follow up with a surgeon today to schedule her surgery. Her husband beat her up two years ago and tore the lining in her abdomen which they thought would heal over time two years ago. He spent his time in jail, divorced and met my son last year. It appears it never healed and has had internal bleeding and from 1 centimeter to now 3. Her level is a 10 and at 8 needs a blood transfusion. Those reading my blogs knows I’m fasting and praying for the unexpected and the unusual and again recieved both. I now know my son is capable of loving but his anger and wanting revenge also makes me aware he could have violent tendencies himself as he wants to beat up her x and having living that himself has witnessed his father many times.
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  • HOBBESIS49
    Deeps Breaths... keep writing & Walking & listening...

    What a weird and out of sorts life this is sometimes. So glad you are here on SP

    Thinking of you today emoticon Hobbes
    12 days ago
  • DOVESEYES
    How about " something good is going to happen through me today, something good is going to happen to me today "

    Hugs
    13 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    Oh no! Seems you need to be specific when you pray for the unusual and unexpected. Hope all turns out well. Too much stress.
    13 days ago
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