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a loss is so devistating.

Saturday, December 14, 2019

How am I supposed to feel about my ex husband passing. He was my first love, he kept me wanting to live and keep going though an abusve family situation. We met when we were 11 and I fell madly in love with him at age 12, finally married him at 21 lasing 15 years and 3 beautiful children with him. He wasn't perfect but neither was I. I am hurting more than I should be, i guess. I am so worried about my children. And one is due any day with her first baby. I loved him with my whole heart, God knows how much I loved him. He was only 66, I am a mess, how should I be feeling? He was my ex! He wasn't good to me but I loved him.
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