Emotions are so unpredictable
Tuesday, November 12, 2019
I’m going through another grieving stage that I didn’t think I would be. I was crying during the mash rerun of the final episode that I saw years ago and then cried during the good doctor and the possibility of a young boy going blind and enjoying his last few minutes and hours of taking in life as being normal. A bubble girl looking out into the world with hope. . . I want to avoid everybody and just be left alone and cry. I don’t feel depressed just overwhelmed with sadness and tears. My daughters phone line went out again Friday and Frontier can’t come until this Friday to fix it and one of the rare days I did not see or talk to her and realize how much of my life she really is, . The rest of the week is jam packed with activities and obligations and life goes on. Since his release has affected me this much I believe I have forgiven him.