I’ve never been a quitter
Wednesday, November 06, 2019
For the first time I actually quit something I started. My heart was not into it from the beginning which is always a red flag. I just don’t seem to fit in or have anything in common. In the past I would stick it out because I paid money, signed up, said I would, or whatever. After last Tuesday’s meltdown I don’t think I will ever try another women’s bible study. I am guarded, and when I open up I reveal too much. I don’t accept criticism well and take things too personal. Add scripture to that and I feel like a failure And brings me down too low. I can read the books, have my own devotions, meditate and journal, I keep thinking back to the judges comment “now they are having to find their new normal” I’m preparing for Monday when our first guy gets released from jail and do I tell my daughter or not worry her and she not need to know. He does one thing he is in prison for 5 years and he will be watched closely.