A sad reality that is hard to admit
Tuesday, October 22, 2019
I fell into the statistics that I prided myself on beating. After 7 years of weight maintenance (with ease) i regained a large amount of weight back. In just 2 short years I gained over 100lbs. I went thru some trauma 2 years ago and developed binge eating disorder. I stepped on the scale today and was heart broken and upset that I saw a over 300 all these things we’re running thru my head. I felt like a let down to my clients, to myself, to everyone. I was on the news for my weight loss. I spent thousands on excess skin removal surgeries. The list could go on. This isn’t about pitty because I still have that fire in me I know this isn’t the life I’m supposed to be living. SparkPeople was a huge tool in my weight loss journey the first time so I’m here for accountability and support. Let me be an example of what happens when you stop caring about yourself.