Life is a four letter word
Tuesday, October 08, 2019
I feel like I am divorcing my daughter. My greatest fear is becoming my reality as I always questioned what happens to her without me.when I give up guardianship I loose all legal rights and they can place her anywhere they choose. To be told she could be assaulted again and a chance of getting beat up and she is crying and scared and sorry and that 8 year old trapped in her 35 year old body surfaces breaks my heart. Having a special needs child is challenging at every phase. From Birth being told there is something wrong and we’re running test. Developmentally through the years not doing age appropriate tasks. As the body ages the mind doesn’t and the older she gets the obvious it becomes.i Accept she will never drive, get married, and where she is at mentally she will always be. I tried the best I could and feel I failed. I have to accept this is the best and grieve my loss.