JANIEBETH1955
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A new begining.

Wednesday, October 02, 2019

I tried Spark people several years ago, had good luck for a little while then I got lost. So many of us get lost along life's way. So here I am, trying again, because I am lost, I feel so very lost and alone. I lost my best friend and husband of 45 years in July. We were both fixing to retire, he had 10 more days to work and I had given my notice when he got sick. 35 days in ICU with Phenumonia his lungs could not recover. I have trouble beleving he's gone. I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much or to be able to live with a broken heart. Now at the age of 64 and 335 pounds I have to find out who I am without him. I refuse to cook for just me...so I am hoping with the help of Spark People I can began to eat healthier loose some weight while I am on my journey to discover who Janiebeth1955 is. To anyone reading this, we take so much for granted. Enjoy each day and the people in your life. Love deep, forgive freely, and dance in the rain ever chance you get!
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  • JACKIEWALKS4FUN
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    So sorry about your husband emoticon
    180 days ago
  • BIKE4HEALTH
    SP works....glad you are here
    181 days ago
  • DWROBERGE
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    181 days ago
  • RHOOK20047
    So sorry for your loss, I can't imagine the pain you are going through. I don't know what I would do if I lost my wife of 43 years. Take things slowly. As far as food preparation, get you some storage containers and cook as you did before and store a meal that you can freeze and use at another day. That is what I did when I worked a different shift than my wife. Take it one day at a time and make one change at a time. This is a long project that will take time. Good luck on the journey and know that you are not on the road alone, we are all here to support and motivate you!
    182 days ago
  • MMITCHELL85
    I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story and words of wisdom.
    182 days ago
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