A new begining.
Wednesday, October 02, 2019
I tried Spark people several years ago, had good luck for a little while then I got lost. So many of us get lost along life's way. So here I am, trying again, because I am lost, I feel so very lost and alone.
I lost my best friend and husband of 45 years in July. We were both fixing to retire, he had 10 more days to work and I had given my notice when he got sick. 35 days in ICU with Phenumonia his lungs could not recover. I have trouble beleving he's gone. I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much or to be able to live with a broken heart.
Now at the age of 64 and 335 pounds I have to find out who I am without him. I refuse to cook for just me...so I am hoping with the help of Spark People I can began to eat healthier loose some weight while I am on my journey to discover who Janiebeth1955 is.
To anyone reading this, we take so much for granted. Enjoy each day and the people in your life. Love deep, forgive freely, and dance in the rain ever chance you get!