Letting go of unexplained things is one of the hardest things we must do. Releasing hurt is something we can do for our mental and emotional health. It's not easy, we don't have to like it, we just have to deal with it.
I'm glad that your mom knew you were on the road to being healthy. I'm so glad she saw and participated in your journey that you made to change your lifestyle. I can imagine how happy it made her that you were living an improved life. I can imagine how proud she was of you. I can imagine this because I see it in her photos.
All of this was done ✅ without me her daughter knowing about anything within 3 calendar days of her biological death. No one told me anything or allowed me to be physically present for my Mother’s Memorial and burial ceremony 87 days ago