I hate death
Monday, August 12, 2019
It is so final! Life dramatically changes. The normal has been severed, altered and can never go back to the way it was. So much hurt, heartache and sadness. We just came back from paying the bill and asked if we wanted his collar. Yesterday was horrible walking into her apartment and boots was not at her door. He was not waiting to see who sits down first to jump on their lap. He was not meowing and silence. The silence, the aloneness, and the nothing. The Thursday psychiatrist had stated she has been severely traumatized, I am not keeping this agency to come for 70.00 and being that incompetent and she will never be allowed to have another animal as long as she lives alone without 24 hour supervision. I have tried everything I have been told to try and was so strongly recommended she have a therapy cat and now dealing with extreme grief.