Saturday, August 10, 2019
I have tried everything. I make excuses. Things like I'm fat because I'm 60. Then I see where 1 of my "old" classmates hiked across,Iceland. WTH? I give up and then I go on vacation and am so disgusted with myself. I have avoided the scales for so long. I stepped on the scales this morning and I am at an all time high of 246 pounds. I remember back when I weighed 135 pounds and thought I had the world by the tail. What happened? I keep asking myself that. I'm so tired all of the time and I hate it. So, today I started a lifestyle change once again. Please pray for me and wish me luck. I'm gonna need it.