Wednesday, July 17, 2019
I have screwed up again. Ready to start on the diet again. I went through a very stressful time in the last few moonths and gained a lot of weight back not happy about any of it and hoping things will start going in the right direction. My life has changed drastically. New job, new way of doing things again, and cannot find the right solution to lose weight in the situation i am in now, constantly eating out. It has been madness all over again. I even went to the doctor to have my tjyroid checked out and have not heard anything back from that. I am hoping things will change around for me. I need it to so i can feel better inside and out. I have never felt this bad before and whats sad i know it, i know what i am doing is wrong and i feel like i am not ready to do it even though i have to make myself work on being better eating healthier, take control of my life over again.