Feeling So Low
Tuesday, July 02, 2019
I’m just stuck in a bad place where I don’t feel like I can do anything right. I feel like I’m a dumb failure at work, unwanted in my relationship, and invisible everywhere else. I haven’t worked out or eaten healthily consistently for more than a year. As a successful weight loss loser, I’m scared that I’m going to regain all of the weight, but I feel powerless to do anything about it. Unhealthy food seems to be the only thing in my life that gives me joy, and skipping the gym feels like the only thing that I am in control of.
I just wanted to vent to you supportive community, because you helped lift me off an extreme low almost a decade ago and I need your help again.