Week 77 of therapy and an upate
Wednesday, June 26, 2019
This week in therapy we discussed my IBS which again is high gear. I told her I couldn't keep my food in; it all went down into the tubes meaning in the sewer since my body is wore out from the FSET paperwork already. I took a 3 hr nap on Monday I was so wore out from lack of nutrition. I decided to send a message to Dr. Cristescu's office and see what could be done about this situation. He is out of the office till next week. I was told to increase my dicyclomine to 20 mg and also take 2 tabs of imodium at breakfast and 1 tab at noon and bedtime. It seems to be working. For the first time some thing is working. We also discussed the idea of me going back to college and getting a job that way. I also know that if when I do that I will finally have some sort of income then. We also discussed my father and how much I loved him and also what happened to my right hand when I was younger. Which was me getting cut by the chainsaw my dad was using. I believe the reason I didn't feel anything was because I was in a state of shock. My body was protecting me. I also talked about the fact my mom locking us out of the house and dad knocking off the doorknob in order to get us in the house,
I also talked about the fact that how mom and i locked ourselves out of the house as well we are in now.