Today would have been
Thursday, June 06, 2019
The bus is now leaving for New York City and returning next Friday. My 84 year old friend with joy and excitement as her first trip since her husband died. We made our reservations last September and planned which trip we wanted to take. Now I am feeling sorry for myself. I am alone in so many ways. Something in me changed since the day my husband did what he did to the pictures. Yes he put them back as they were but that visual left a scar and my heart has been hardened since. I am not the same. I don’t respect or trust him like I did and I lost confidence in us. Through this drama I have felt like a one person battle. I am on the frontline and I am running out of ammunition. I have written my witness statement which the judge, prosecutor and attorney all receives and the sentencing is just a formality because it has been settled #1 only gets probation. No use even going to court or reading it at this point.