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Everything has changed

Monday, May 27, 2019

My last blog entry was in 2014. Over the last five years, my feet improved, I had major surgeries and hernia surgeries, I lost some weight, and ... my husband died of lung cancer. Three weeks and he was gone in August of 2018. I am so alone. I weigh more than ever, so am back to tracking. I cannot exercise well at all, I cannot walk to the bus stop to go to the gym. I have not turned on my Wii, because I don't want to see my husband's cute little avatar, or to delete it.

Grief is all consuming. I am thankful for friends who support me, but this really, really sucks.
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  • MARTHA324
    My heart goes out to you on the loss of your husband.

    Can't even imagine what you're going through and getting your health back won't cure your grief. Hopefully you will feel better physically.

    148 days ago
  • GETIT50
    Very sorry for your loss 💔
    148 days ago
    148 days ago
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