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slowly falling apart

Friday, May 17, 2019

For those who don't know I am falling apart on the inside. I am not as strong as I appear on here. What I show you is a mask to hide the pain I am going through right now. I told my mom I am falling apart already. I am unsure how much longer I can take this when this paperwork is pushing me to my limits already. I feel like I am ready to break. I need a real friend right now; not someone who just says aw to me. I am struggling right now. I feel like I could fall and never get up again soon. My pain levels are escalating and so are my sugars. I am starting to being concerned. That is why I contacted my neurologist and primary when my things got bad.
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    Read your username...On Eagle's Wings. You can't do this. But God can. I am praying for you. Take strength, precious friend, we love you. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    182 days ago
    Google YouTube "What a Friend We Have in Jesus", listen, and hang on. Take lots of deep slow breaths. Praying for you this minute.
    182 days ago
    Hold on Jenny; we can get through this together. emoticon emoticon
    182 days ago
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