Wednesday, April 24, 2019
So....it's been a while. A lot has changed. I left my 13-year relationship. I am now a single mom, about to turn 35 and celebrating my birthday in 6 days. Its kind of crazy. I'm proud of my strength. I'm excited to see what the future holds for me. I've started therapy sessions to help me learn from my past relationship and realize what I expect for the future.
Im writing this because it is the first time I've actually written how I feel about my situation. My ex thinks that over time we will get back together but I don't think we will. I pray for him every night that he can find strength and heal from his own issues. I just don't think that him and I will be together again. Which kind of makes me sad for my daughter but I know in the end it is the best because she needs to know that the relationship him and I had was not a healthy one.
I've been working out lately and trying to do things that make me happy. I'm real excited about my future. :)