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THANKFULNESSICIOUS THURSDAY !! Hubby had a good birthday !! but weird day for me ??

Thursday, April 18, 2019



Good morning to my friends ... old and new.. that stop by for a visit .. WELCOME !!!!

You know the drill .. I supply the snacks, and you enjoy them to your hearts content .. remember .. magic home -- no fat, no carbs, and no calories .. and all of the flavor and taste you can imagine !!! I made up coffee, hot cocoa, and hot tea .. all of which can be chilled if you prefer !! :) Help yourself and welcome !! :)

We also have ice for a selection of fresh iced drinks



THANKFULNESSICIOUS THURSDAY !!!!!

Well .. Hubby had a good day yesterday .. :) "challenge completed" .. :)

Hubby went to Wii Bowling and had a good time !!! he came home with a bunch of stories .. :) I made up his chip dip .. and it was just a baby batch ... I told him to stop on the way home, and pick up some more cream cheese and I would make more today ... cuz the Piggly was having a sale on them yesterday .. limit 3 .. so he picked up 3 .. :)



We played our golf early yesterday .. tee time at 4 ... because I was running to puppy club last night to drop off Julie's pictures (flash drive) .. and some other "doggie" stuff that I had found from cleaning my room ..

I left about 5ish because I had a couple of stops I wanted to make on the way .. and got there about 6:15ish .. I went into the kitchen .. they were having a pre-class meeting .. where they tell all their brags ... about shows they had been in .. and then they started .. while they were having their meeting I laid out all the stuff, and wrote "Free to a good home" .. they were little doggie themed magnet frames, and I had a paw print Christmas stocking that I had picked up years ago in intention to decorate (even came with the glitter), and my paw print coasters ... so I put them out; with a note on each one .. "free to a good home" ..



By the time I finished, they were getting ready .. and then something wierd happened .. I gave the flash drive to Julie on her way around the course, and she offered me some snacks .. I felt a mega wave of "sad" coming over me, and the start of a panic attack .. (of memories gone by) .. Some of these people were my friends for years .. when I had something to offer them .. and they didn't give me the time of day ... now that I was no longer a member ..

These were the same feeling I had when I got rid of some things around the house awhile back .. I don't know where they come from, because it's an all of a sudden "wave" .. I'm not thinking about "the past" .. and so it should not be because I'm dwelling, and forced wave of emotion .. but it just comes ??? and there's no stopping it .. ??? This a whole new thing for me .. I'm accustomed to my panic attacks and can pretty much handle those, and we all have "sad" .. so I can pretty much cover those as well .. but when it comes on like a tsunamie ... this is really bothering me .. I've always been one to cover my tracks, and put on a strong front .. These are not giving me the chance to put that strong front up, and it's confusing me ..

Sooo- --- I exited stage left, and headed for home .. I HAD brought my camera along, but considering the circumstances .. I didn't bring it in .. You know .. maybe it wasn't so much the "people" but the closing of my puppy club stuff .. the closing of another chapter in my life .. ?? (until a new little one comes along) ... the last time this happened, was when I was cleaning around the house, and started gathering things to "send off" .. things with memories that "weren't anymore" .. Things with wishes and hopes that weren't anymore .. and this wave of sad rolled over ..



Wierd .. to say the least .. Now that I know it's there .. it's something for me to work with ... and move on .. Nothing should be swept under the rug .. because it will come back 10 fold next time ..

So -- I texted hubby that I was on my way home .. but the sun was out, and the sky was turning blue .. The sun was going down, but on my adventure there ... I had seen 12 deer in "spots" .. and told hubby that since the sun was out, and I have my camera; I was going to get some fresh air .. (I just wanted to clear my head)



I stopped at the Piggly on the way home, and picked up another onion, and 3 more packs of cream cheese .. now we're stocked again ..

By the time I got into where I wanted to stop and play with my camera .. it was coming to dusk, and well .. I may be adventurous, but I don't want to be in a park alone as the sun goes down .. now a days .. that's just plain dumb .. (and dangerous) .. sooo I chose against it .. and came home ..



I smiled when I came in, and nobody is the wiser, but I did send off an email to Julie on why I made a hasty exit last night .. and apologize ..

I did get a phone call yesterday afternoon from Toni .. the friend of ours that fell and fractured her ribs .. I saw her name come up and took a deep breath .. this lady is the sweetest lady .. but she can talk and talk and talk .. and being cooped up in the house is not going to help this matter any .. but she talked .. and talked and talked some more .. I think I was on the phone with her for a good 45 minutes (my hand fell asleep a couple of times .. lol lol lol .. ) so she could thank me for the cute card that I sent her .. :) but that's okay .... I really wasn't doing anything important anyway .. :) She's hoping to venture out this weekend so she can go to Easter lunch with her family .. I told her just to be careful for the bumps in the road .. they are going to be murder .. :( Poor thing .. she is in sooo much pain .. I told her I, personally, have never broken anything more than my toes; but my dad broke his ribs a couple of times, and he didn't show pain .. but definately did when he fought with them .. :(



Today -- I'm starting with my chair yoga .. last week .. I didn't sign up for the next session, because it's the start of summer, and well -- I'm looking forward to life being more active to begin with .. besides .. Wednesday night starts the dugout again, calling for late nights, and well .. Thursday would come awfully fast ... lol lol .. so maybe pick it up again in Fall .. :) We'll see .. :)

Hubby is taking mom out for shopping this afternoon, and I told him I would make him up extra chip dip this afternoon .. :) I also want to sort through my underclothes drawer ... and well .. "reorganize" ... lol lol .. so that's in my plans for today !!!!



It will be a quiet day .. and good for that, because it's gloomy and icky .. and a good day for putzing inside the house .. :)

Hope everyone has a THANKFULNESSICIOUS THURSDAY !!!! Wishing everyone a great day !!!!!




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  • PEZMOM1
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    33 days ago
  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Glad DH had a good day yesterday. Wahoo!

    It’s hard when those feelings wash over you like a tsunami. Glad you were able to explain it to your friend. It happens to me sometimes, too. Grief just crashes over like a tsunami and it’s totally unexpected. Glad you got soe fresh air. That helps.

    I hope you have a good weekend. Wishing you a very happy Easter!

    HUGS
    33 days ago
  • JAZZYGF
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY
    WOW YOU DO SO MUCH AND BY YOURSELF HUBBY GOES EVERYWHERE WITH ME WHEN I TOLD HIM MY DAUGHTR WANTED ME TO GO TO HER DAUGHTERS SOFTBALL GAME SHE COACHES ALSO MY GRANDDAUGHTER HE GOT UPSET
    I HAVE NOT BEEN OUT BY MYSELF IN PROBABLY 3 YEARS YES 3
    WELL AFTER A FIGHT HE AGREED IT WAS A GOOD IDEA WHEN I ASKED HIM WHY DID HE OPPOSE IT WHEN I TOLD HIM.
    WELL RAIN DAY AND TRY AND HOOK UP HUBBYS SO CLEAN MACHINE BUT SUSPECT TROUBLE
    33 days ago
  • EMGERBER
    Happy Birthday to your hubby!
    33 days ago
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